2022-06-11 12:21:27
PART 4 : TENTANG DIA, SOMETHING TO TELL ( TRIGGER ALERT )
To be honest,
nobody is perfect.. just we don't see the things hiding in the dark side. Hhmmm well said, there's always
the guy who doesn't share his emotions to people and
little girl who overthinking for everything.. sad but it's true
Lemme tell a secret, that girl who's smiling brightly over there..
she's been suffering in silence cause she wasn't being heard. Everytime she tries to speak up, nobody willings to listen her. Sometimes, she chooses to be silent cause
her mind keep shouting "shut up you're fucking idiot " or her mind telling that don't make people feel like
"you just seeking attention"Syuttt be careful, there are
monsters hiding inside her they
keep talking too much and loud!! They said to her;
"do you think you still a great girl?" Sometimes point out
"you can't even do a simple thing right, useless!" They also questioning why she didn't get screwed up and what is the point of her existences You know what.. the most painful was "
you're totally a piece of trash," and she doesn't realize that her subconscious mind humbly agree with "Yes, I'm a piece of trash.. I should go and die!"
She still wanna lives no matter how hard they urge her to give up. Therefore, she might wants to give up when things pressure up her.. but she doesn't because the
fiercely dragon in her heart that
pushes her to awake and
keep going. Thus, you can see her standing braves and
smiling but she is
crying inside. Hey, do you see that
lonely boy even his friends around him? Haha nope, he is
not a quite person.. somehow
his mind too crowded not only girls tho.
Nobody cares about
his random thoughts and
sadness until it
turn into
anger then everyone
see him as
rebellion kid plus terrible
villain. Look like he is
chilling but the
fire burning in his heart has
no sign to
vanish. A man must strong and can't cry.. he had enough with this bullshit. Now, he just wanna continue his life freely.. however
both his legs locked up
by old folks and
netizen stereotypes.. sad but it's true
People won't notices these, sleepless night, early morning fight, hopeless feeling, fear, the failures, late nights self doubt, risks taken, obstacles, anxiety, depression, brains on war with heart, mental struggling and so on. Chill, the small process that you think no one noticed it, I can see you.. your struggling is very valid, keep fighting, don't give up plus never surrender in the middle. Listen up,
you're fine my dear and you do such a great work.. of course I'm so proud of you How are you today? Feel lonely? Depressed? Having bad days lately? Please don't be sad and never give up okey .
The journey still long and believe in yourself that you can through it. Felt tired? Then just take a deep breath and relax for awhile before continue fighting catch up your dreams. No one loves? Well, you still have me right? Here's a rose for you
With full of love, Admin Hood
P/ S : If you wanna share or say something to me feel free to dm my bot.. the detail in channel info. Just type directly anything and please.. please wait patiently. To be honest, I might take time to give respond because sometimes I'm too busy working and spending holidays with my beloved family or got sick thus not open my bot for a long time. But when I've time, I'll open my bot to reply all your chats. To be continued
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